This is something I've been thinking on for a long time now. Mentally, I've just been steadily getting worse for months and months now. Every once in a while I feel like things are slightly getting better, and then it's like I blink and it all vanished into a poof of dust and I'm left feeling even more empty then I had started. Nothing makes me happy. Nothing feels right. I feel like everything I do is just me dragging my feet to do it and it's not enjoyable.
I need time for myself, away from everything that is stressing me out and bringing me down. With that said I am going on hiatus for an indefinite amount of time. Any art or such I owe people I will do my best to get done as soon as possible, so don't think I'm using this as an excuse to get out of doing things for you, I just wont' be taking on anything new once I'm caught up on those things.
As far as Prisma-Carnival and my closed species goes, don't worry, I'll still keep an eye on it as the person running them, but you just wont' see much new content coming from me in regards to it. There will still be guest adopts, monthly theme journals, and MYO events being ran, I just won't be as active a part of it all as I would normally be. If any of my mods or members want to help out in any way during this time, don't hesitate to let me know, your support will be truly appreciated.
For those who may be waiting on RP responses from me, I apologize, it may be a while until I respond. I will try, but for every one good day I have where I can write a response I have a month or more of bad. And until I get to the source of all my blockage it's just going to keep being that way. If you want to stop RPing with me because of this I understand, but I truly appreciate if you are willing to wait for me to (actually) get my shit together.
I may or may not post stuff for myself. I may or may not create new art/chars/MYOs/etc. or I may just completely shut myself off from all things for a while as I decompress all the negativity that's been building up over the last year or so that I'm no longer able to conceal or hold in.
Thank you all for understanding. Sorry I'm such a mess.